Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Back for Good

Yes I disappeared again. For a long time. But I am back now and I swear this time I will be very regular.
In the meantime a lot has happpened. I quit my job. Went for an amazing trekking trip where we faced a lot of rain, forests, snow, ice, rum and had a lot of fun.
Then I joined a b-school. Yes I succumbed to all the hype. A month into it, I do not really see what it was all about. Yes, there is some serious talent here. But the way we are going, I don't think most people are learning too much. It is going very much like an engineering college for me. Lots of fun and then will crack up studies in the last week...I hope I am able to manage that. But the pressure to get good grades is a lot more. The reason is that I myself feel I have to do really well. But does that mean that I am working hard and studying?
NO!
Why?
I don't know. Its just a habit now. What hasn't been done for so many years...not easy to change now.
Can it be changed?
Of course it is. And I will do it. Some sacrifices have to be made. Something I have never been able to do.
But this I will have to do so. Life really does depend a lot on how I manage this time.

So long now..play time again :-)
But I will put in some effort at night!